Tuesday 28 September 2010

Haze . . !


Haze!!
That's how it begins.
Haze, a thick, mysterious, colourless haze. Yes, that's how it begins. And then you miss a step or two and the next thing you know, you're falling. You're falling into a deep, dark . . a deep, dark abyss? Well, you're falling and you don't know where or how you will land. It seems like an abyss, trust me. Omnious is just another word that could be used to describe it. And yet I can also say that it seems like you're stuck in a moment, a moment that doesn't seem to end. A moment not important enough to be remembered, yet, it becomes a moment that starts to define you and you can't seem to get out of it. That moment, there is music there which in an odd way is comforting but you know you're alone, in that moment, and you're stuck and the only way to get yourself out is by pulling yourself out of it and you are talking to yourself, you keep talking to yourself because you don't know how it will end. Nobody ever knows how it ends. It's a relief that inspite of it all, there is something that still makes you jump. Trust me, it IS a relief.