What is the world getting at? Where are the so-called ‘humans’? They say that God created animals and then he created ‘humans’. Weren’t they supposed to different from animals? If yes, then why isn’t that difference visible any more? I am no longer afraid of ‘animals’ for I know they will attack me only to defend themselves. I am not afraid of them for I know their limits. I am not afraid of them for I know what they are capable of. It’s the race that I am come that scares the hell out of me. It doesn’t ever fail to bolt me from the blue with the heinous acts that I am capable of. Everyday I find a new way of tormenting someone like myself. I rape my own sons and I rape my own daughters, I rape my own sister and I rape them over and over again for years together until there is nothing left of them. I rape myself off of my innocence, I hurt something beautiful till it cannot be recognised any more and if that wasn’t, isn’t enough, I then slay that smile off of my face. I scar myself for life. I succeed and I succeed every single, I succeed in murdering everything I love about life and I murder myself bit by bit each day every day. There is this irrepressible hate within me, there is an unquenchable greed for something, I know not what that greed is but I know there is nothing I wouldn’t do for that. I am capable of everything unimaginable. As I said, it’s I that I am scared of the most.
