Saturday 17 January 2009
Symphony
Prologue
To write a thought with probably no words is my mission for today or is it to give words to the thoughts that run haywire in head? I know not. For a someone who goes through it, it is coming face to face with what they call, is the ‘light’ while, for others it is experiencing the extreme darkness. Such are the ironies of life!
The Chapters
I knew not what it was to breathe, till the day I found that I had a heart in the flesh and bones I carried around. I wanted to shout my lungs out, I wanted to shout that word to celebrate that jubilation I felt, I wanted to shout, ‘Eureka!’ I had discovered the rhythm my heart danced to, I had found the excitement with which my blood ran through my veins, I had found ‘LIFE!’ and with it I found ‘Love’ and probably for the first time, I didn’t mind being suffocated, I didn’t mind being short wind and out of breath. I carried life in me, with me and I was in love with it, I am in love with it. I loved without a realisation in my heart how much. Facing the darkness, even if for a moment, left me as if blind, left me without my senses, facing the darkness, even if for a moment, left me a handicap. Even if for a moment, it left me EMPTY. That moment that breathed you, that moment that breathed me, that moment that breathed US. Oh! Sweet relief! It BREATHED.
Epilogue
That moment, as if etched in your heart forever brings life closer to you. That moment of realisation, when you realise the real worth.. I feel ever so grateful, I feel ever so close and I feel ever so glad. It brought me so many steps closer, oh so many steps! closer to God and my faith so strong. My God, my Nani, stay with us always always.
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