That Night I Died..

I looked around it was all dark n grey,
There was a certain awkwardness to this day,
People I knew n loved were all there,
Yet no sound of chatter n laughter one could hear,
I tried to speak to them,
But they all seemed to ignore my presence,
NOTHING !!!! Nothing I tell you made any sense.
Some were sad n some had tears in their eyes,
It was all like some very unpleasant surprise!
Then I stopped dead for I could not believe what my eyes saw,
It was weird for no conclusion to it could I draw..
Was it a dream? Or was it just a thought?
Was it true? No...NO it rather not...
For it was me what my eyes saw
And the picture became more blurry,
The picture that I seemed to draw.
Was it true what they all said?
They all said..they all said that I was DEAD..
AND THEN IT ALL CAME RUSHING BACK TO ME,
And I started to feel tremendous pain. That stormy night...the accident and torrents n torrents of rain.
I guess I WAS dead.
Dead as I could be,
Funny how I felt so free.
I still remember that night,
That night that I died..
I still remember the tears some people cried.
I still remember those people I loved and how they filled my lifeýs empty spaces,
I still remember all their faces..
How can I ever thank u god?
For the life that I had..
For all those wonderful things and for never making me sad..
I thank thee...
I thank you for always always taking care of me